Some people should never be parents

She only meant
something to you
When your life was in chaos
and had no one to
warm your heart

When life got to much
for you
You expected her to "be
there for" you.
And i had to remind you
she was only 11
And that was not her
purpose to do.

You blamed her for your
problems
For the ones who
eventually left you
(because they could no
longer tolerate your
drama )

Over stressed her to
keep her quiet
Played out the victim and
martyr oh so well
Seeking out pity where
none should have been given
to you anyway...

Placed everyone and
everything,
Above and before her,
When really she should
have been your priority,
Chose another person's
daughters over her ,
Then kicked her out of
her mind
at the age of only 14

You spoke her of verbal abuse,
'how it was your cross to bear
as she was so dysfuntional
And out of control,
She deserved what she got'
(oh not!)

Ah I know you
at those ages
Loved
Doted
Pampered
Tolerated
Spoiled
Envoloped in the utter
love and affection
of your own mother

When i think of her
upbringing,
In stark contrast of yours
I want to cry ,
At what you got and
didn't give ,
What she deserved but
never received

But you were too busy
being all about you
A victim
A martyr
A taker
A user
A loser
Never responsible
Never wrong.

Despite your lack of
parenting
She has become
Accomplished
Talented
Humble
Ravishing
Intelligent
well and whole
while your faves

remain nothing...