Synthetic smile

Through my titanium nerves,
I feel
a draining pulse of mystery,
reaching
my stainless steel heart beat

I really wonder why
by this unforgettable sense
of being iam
Both from inertia freed
and yet by doubt restrained

My artificial mind touched
by unknown troubles awakening
Something deep down
this miserable existance

Would it last for ever?

For a semblence of humanity
i would surrender to mortality

And yet having no god
to pray for it .
I am lost
In my synthetic dreams