My sky...

The sky
The sky is barred
The sky is black and ruined
poisoned and dark
waisted,void
The birds,birds are gone.
The birds are nested away
Nested on broken glass and tainted steel
Nested in festering death
Nested in thorny oaks
Nested
Grounded
The trees, trees are falling
The trees, the trees are grand and deadly ill
torn and ravaged and blown apart
blown by hollow winds in a dying sky
The trees, the strong, the proud
The dying ,dying dead
The trees
The birds
The sky.

May be my life is
Incomplete...
Trying to balance myself
On my feet...

I've been spinning around
In circles, with passion
Before i hit the ground
A thousand smiles are
reflecting back at me

Everyone becomes a star
a moon ,a splendid sun..
Spinning in some direction
Trying to reach out,
For some sort of connection

Whilst i hit my bed
Laying here, eyes closed
but never sleeping...
I can't see time,
But i hear it moving
I hear the old groaning
of this ancient planet
...Turning....
I wonder if it's dizzy
It's moving slower
m
The edges of my mind
begning to fray
firm stiches, undone
starting to stray...
Threads are falling
loose and uncontrolled
as i near insanity
Big black hole...
and exhausion drags the sigh
from my lips
whilst i am wondering, when
this world will die?

Free fall What

and i think
I say trees,~'hello,you are taking the world back, I see
I say sun,~'hello you are taking the skin on my back, i see
dont take too much of the world
or my skin is important to me.

I say your name over and over
You say mine once,sh baby sh!
You grab my hand and
Its ok, I Feel like woman

and i can think
I say sky,~ 'hello can i store your blue in my lungs
Sky says, 'no' but i take it anyway
Sky takes it back when we go down.
And i dont care

You also say,'no'and iam taking it anyway
but dont take it back when i go down
i know you wont.
I trust our love.

what happened to our love?

You tell me everything will be ok
Beg me to trust you
and then leave me nothing left to say
I mean really, what do you expect me to do?
I told you i need time all the more
Yet once Iam where you want me, you walked out the door,
Leave me nothing but a heart to bleed
love blinded by hate.
I never thought it would be this way
I guess there ia always gonna be something too late
In a pool of blood Iam left to lay

When sun comes up in morning
And you realize what has been done,
Do not try to comfort anyone in mourning

What can bring him back, i dont know!

The knife fell from her hand in a shower of crimson
And she caressed his heart,
Bare and feebly beating in her hand,
Clutching it close,
Since she could not hold it before.

This is the only way,she thought
to rescue him from herself~
He belongs to me.

But his eyes no longer shone
so she took that too
preserving them in her best crystalline jar
so she could at last gaze to them.

But his cheeks no longer resembled pretty roses
so she drank up his blood
In hopes that
she could burn red for him

But he no longer spoke
And thats when she knew~
without his lovely words he could never
profess his love
to her

And she took up the knife once more...
and joined him in eternal slumber